There's no white on the ground
and no flakes in the sky
and your letters are all I've found
all that's hit the ground are tears from my eyes
this cursed day once meant so much
now it just leaves me missing your soft touch

I hate the holiday season
leaves me hurting without a reason
Christmas is just a bad reminder
a reminder of a better time
back when we were so much kinder
and I believed every sweet line

Now I've let it get too deep
I hate every tree and every star
this snow covered hill is just too steap
you went away, why did you go so far

I hate the shining decorations
a celebration of my devastation
nothing but happy songs,
someone change the station
seeing the smiling faces keeps me annoyed
I know none of them can ever fill my void

so emotionless in my head
can't give you any more thought
I feel so close to dead
I don't need the things you bought

I just need to be alone
she was the one that gave me spirit
and she's so far from home
I need her now but she won't hear it

I have a wish this year for Christmas
My hope is only this
I want to erase this past year
erase all the anger and the tears
bring her back to me
and erase broken love's tragedy

I have a wish for Christmas
and it will never come true
I wish for just her kiss
no one can bring her back
not even you...